Dream #1648

I am no longer questioning a world that destroys and hurts, a world that lies and beats. I no longer question the love of the man who wants to be with me. I no longer doubt when he tells me I'm beautiful, no longer wonder when he will hurt me. I am confident in the body I have, and brash in showing the world. I am powerful, and I control my life, and no one will ever be able to hurt me again. I now can feel what others feel, and see people as real, and not phantoms who each have the potential to strike out at my body and soul. I no longer live in fear, and I am free to love, and be loved in return. I am no longer a girl, but a woman, with hopes and desires of her own, and I can take control of them. I no longer wish for a Father who doesn't deserve me, but instead love and adore the Father that does. I accept my sister's betrayal, and my brother's anger. I have healed a Mother whose soul was beaten, abused, and raped but remained strong enough to raise four children, and love them all. I have reached out to children who were once like me, and have saved them. I have written a book, and it is shared to thousands, and gives refuge to those who have no where else to hide. I am beautiful, and powerful, and free of pain and suffering and fear. I am a healer, a savior, a sister and daughter, and a lover.




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