I am so rich that I can give freely without fear for and worrying about myself or my family.
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30.12.10
24.12.10
Dream #12
He is calling me, saying that I am the love of his life, saying that he had enough of all the lies and past mistakes. He wants me back. When I return he isn`t speaking, just caressing my face, while grabbing my hand.
We leave this place, we leave it all behind us, finding a new home, a new life...
He saves me from myself, he asks me if I can be with him forever. I deserve this kind of love and I want it to happen.
Please save me, my beloved one, please take my hand and save me..
Forneus
We leave this place, we leave it all behind us, finding a new home, a new life...
He saves me from myself, he asks me if I can be with him forever. I deserve this kind of love and I want it to happen.
Please save me, my beloved one, please take my hand and save me..
Forneus
23.12.10
Dream #11
My husband is coming home.
I am standing in our living room, holding our daughter while Milo plays with a train at my feet. I’ve been waiting for this moment for so long that tears are already starting to track their way across my face. I hear a car pull into the driveway. I hear the motor spin to a stop. I hear the car door open and close. I hear his footsteps on the driveway.
He’s here. My husband is home, and as I fall into his arms, I am grateful.
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I am standing in our living room, holding our daughter while Milo plays with a train at my feet. I’ve been waiting for this moment for so long that tears are already starting to track their way across my face. I hear a car pull into the driveway. I hear the motor spin to a stop. I hear the car door open and close. I hear his footsteps on the driveway.
He’s here. My husband is home, and as I fall into his arms, I am grateful.
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Dream #10
I am watching my mother eat cake and I am smiling. The last of the needles was sent away today. My mother has the color back in her skin again. She looks good. She looks healthy. We sit down together, her and I, and the rest of our family joins us. Now I am laughing, and my mother is laughing too. We are all laughing, we are all happy, and the food is great. Everyone can eat everything. No one has to put anything aside while others more fortunate devour it. We share equally, we smile, and we are happy, because we are all healthy and whole again.
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Dream #9
Mantra for stability
I have stability. I picture myself as a rock standing strong against the beating waves of the ocean. I am unmoved even as the earth tosses and turns beneath my feet. I am iron, I am steel. Even as the world washes in a chaotic storm around me, I remain unmoved. I remain solid. I remain stable. I have stability.
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I have stability. I picture myself as a rock standing strong against the beating waves of the ocean. I am unmoved even as the earth tosses and turns beneath my feet. I am iron, I am steel. Even as the world washes in a chaotic storm around me, I remain unmoved. I remain solid. I remain stable. I have stability.
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Dream #8
“Hey,” She says, and I can see the smile in her eyes, the light in the depths of a gaze the color of gray green beaches and earth. It is morning, and as we wake up, we kiss, smile, gently trace fingers across shoulders, cheeks and skin in loving motions. There is no worry here, no discomfort, no fear, only love, gentleness, sweetness.
It is pleasantly early when we wake. We feel refreshed, happy, and when we are ready, we rise and make coffee together, craft breakfast and kiss, smile, whisper sweetly and say “my love.” Each day has the joy, ease and possibility of a weekend now, but there is still work to be done, a schedule which just happens to fit us perfectly. Her job is something that she loves doing, something that pays well and gives her all the benefits, structure and paid time off she desires. My job is writing, creating, photographing, and pushing the boundaries of art in whatever ways come to me. Each day she asks me what I’m going to work on next and I have an answer that excites me as I tell her about it. I am never bored, and what I create always sells. Given time, a matter of days or weeks, everything I create rises exponentially in popularity, brings more and more people to my sites, sells so quickly, so readily and easily that it seems almost unbelievable, almost driven by miracle or magic. But it is real, and I find myself grateful for each day that I wake up and know that every ounce of work I do will yield a bountiful harvest before the week is out.
My computer warms up slow, but not too slow, only taking enough time for me to take a long leisurely sip of my coffee and make a few notes to myself about projects I want to immerse myself in. I check my sales, my pageviews and clicks– all increasing like the roll of a snowball in a way that makes me smile, pleasantly surprised, knowing that all my expenses are paid, all my needs and debts already satisfied. I’ll be able to make another big deposit into the savings account this month, put money toward another friend or relative’s education, another cause, another new business or band. Hundreds of thousands of people move across my network of websites every day, soaking in all that I produce, smiling at the pictures, reciting the poetry, the stories, and passing on all that they find to other friends, to massive engines of social networking that expose more and more people to my work. My email box is full of fan mail and contracts, people who want to option pieces of my writing for television or film, people who want to pay me to write forwards and reviews to their books, speak at their conventions, their school rallies, their meetings. The ads on my pages are popular– thousands of people see exactly what they are looking for and click through to pages that delight them, and they remember that my page is where they saw those ads, visit each of my pages again and again. My account grows and grows, becomes so sweet and fat that I never worry, never fear, only smile.
Later, my love and I are singing opera in the shower, a little piece we remember specifically in this moment, something that makes us both laugh as we finish. We laugh as we sing, both forgetting parts here and there, key sequences, picking up the lines that the other blurs through. Time passes as we move from song to song, old favorites, things and bits from movies and games and memory that linger on in our minds and hearts. Holding each other here, enshrined in the cool cascade of water, there is no fear, no inhibition– the outside world no longer exists for us, only a body and soul that blurs vaguely into two. Beyond the work that we do, there is plenty of room to breathe, to be, and to forget everything that is outside of each moment we share together, just us.
That night, as I stare at a half finished page, fingers tapping across well worn keys, I think of her and my thoughts rise above the quiet, ambient strains tumbling from the radio. I pause, smiling, lingering on the rise and fall of mind and smile as my fingers find the knob and silence the radio, leave only the sound of silence, breeze and life to hang softly in the night. I smile at the sound of a pen scratching poetry, the turn of a page, the passion she has for her art, and as I stand and push aside the chair, she whispers lines of something gentler, something that reminds me of rain.
The boards of the house creak beneath my feet as I cross to her, sit silently behind her and wrap my arms around her waist as she reads. The lines of her poetry rise, become stronger and more complex as she leans into me again, back against my chest, head coming to rest on my shoulder. I smile again, gently kiss her hair as she finishes.
“Hey,” She says, curling into me, smiling contentedly. “What do you think?”
“It’s beautiful.” I smile, and gently move an edge of hair out of her eyes. “Your poetry is as beautiful and lyrical as you are.”
- - -
It is pleasantly early when we wake. We feel refreshed, happy, and when we are ready, we rise and make coffee together, craft breakfast and kiss, smile, whisper sweetly and say “my love.” Each day has the joy, ease and possibility of a weekend now, but there is still work to be done, a schedule which just happens to fit us perfectly. Her job is something that she loves doing, something that pays well and gives her all the benefits, structure and paid time off she desires. My job is writing, creating, photographing, and pushing the boundaries of art in whatever ways come to me. Each day she asks me what I’m going to work on next and I have an answer that excites me as I tell her about it. I am never bored, and what I create always sells. Given time, a matter of days or weeks, everything I create rises exponentially in popularity, brings more and more people to my sites, sells so quickly, so readily and easily that it seems almost unbelievable, almost driven by miracle or magic. But it is real, and I find myself grateful for each day that I wake up and know that every ounce of work I do will yield a bountiful harvest before the week is out.
My computer warms up slow, but not too slow, only taking enough time for me to take a long leisurely sip of my coffee and make a few notes to myself about projects I want to immerse myself in. I check my sales, my pageviews and clicks– all increasing like the roll of a snowball in a way that makes me smile, pleasantly surprised, knowing that all my expenses are paid, all my needs and debts already satisfied. I’ll be able to make another big deposit into the savings account this month, put money toward another friend or relative’s education, another cause, another new business or band. Hundreds of thousands of people move across my network of websites every day, soaking in all that I produce, smiling at the pictures, reciting the poetry, the stories, and passing on all that they find to other friends, to massive engines of social networking that expose more and more people to my work. My email box is full of fan mail and contracts, people who want to option pieces of my writing for television or film, people who want to pay me to write forwards and reviews to their books, speak at their conventions, their school rallies, their meetings. The ads on my pages are popular– thousands of people see exactly what they are looking for and click through to pages that delight them, and they remember that my page is where they saw those ads, visit each of my pages again and again. My account grows and grows, becomes so sweet and fat that I never worry, never fear, only smile.
Later, my love and I are singing opera in the shower, a little piece we remember specifically in this moment, something that makes us both laugh as we finish. We laugh as we sing, both forgetting parts here and there, key sequences, picking up the lines that the other blurs through. Time passes as we move from song to song, old favorites, things and bits from movies and games and memory that linger on in our minds and hearts. Holding each other here, enshrined in the cool cascade of water, there is no fear, no inhibition– the outside world no longer exists for us, only a body and soul that blurs vaguely into two. Beyond the work that we do, there is plenty of room to breathe, to be, and to forget everything that is outside of each moment we share together, just us.
That night, as I stare at a half finished page, fingers tapping across well worn keys, I think of her and my thoughts rise above the quiet, ambient strains tumbling from the radio. I pause, smiling, lingering on the rise and fall of mind and smile as my fingers find the knob and silence the radio, leave only the sound of silence, breeze and life to hang softly in the night. I smile at the sound of a pen scratching poetry, the turn of a page, the passion she has for her art, and as I stand and push aside the chair, she whispers lines of something gentler, something that reminds me of rain.
The boards of the house creak beneath my feet as I cross to her, sit silently behind her and wrap my arms around her waist as she reads. The lines of her poetry rise, become stronger and more complex as she leans into me again, back against my chest, head coming to rest on my shoulder. I smile again, gently kiss her hair as she finishes.
“Hey,” She says, curling into me, smiling contentedly. “What do you think?”
“It’s beautiful.” I smile, and gently move an edge of hair out of her eyes. “Your poetry is as beautiful and lyrical as you are.”
- - -
Dream #7
When I open my eyes, I am sitting on the deck of a house that love built. I am smiling. In the distance, the sun sets on a horizon where the ocean meets the sky, and birds float lazily overhead. In the kitchen, I can smell something delicious cooked up by the man who loves me. Out here, there’s no reason to move my butt. No reason at all, and I love it that way.
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Dream #6
Life is full of games
but not with us
not between us
The jokesters tease, poke and sing
weave hoop after hoop
to leap through,
to dodge
to cry out against
when they catch you
in a loop
of legalese.
Roll the dice each day,
each moment
and move your piece from space to space
draw your cards,
read the text
feel the bite of failure
the cool wash
of success
But not here,
not with us,
not between us.
Between us,
All is love.
All is light.
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but not with us
not between us
The jokesters tease, poke and sing
weave hoop after hoop
to leap through,
to dodge
to cry out against
when they catch you
in a loop
of legalese.
Roll the dice each day,
each moment
and move your piece from space to space
draw your cards,
read the text
feel the bite of failure
the cool wash
of success
But not here,
not with us,
not between us.
Between us,
All is love.
All is light.
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Dream #5
Reach out,
reach out,
touch the glass wall.
See,
see,
see the ease with which the hand
closes on riches
but for the wall.
Feel,
feel,
the frustration,
the burning,
the way the hand comes up against glass
over and over again.
That is the wall.
Know,
know,
that now is the time to shatter the wall,
to move beyond the glass and into the field
to plant grain, harvest the fruit of labors
and forget the glass, the frustration.
break down the wall
shatter it with the force of time and words
and plunge hands into the cool earth.
Fehu
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reach out,
touch the glass wall.
See,
see,
see the ease with which the hand
closes on riches
but for the wall.
Feel,
feel,
the frustration,
the burning,
the way the hand comes up against glass
over and over again.
That is the wall.
Know,
know,
that now is the time to shatter the wall,
to move beyond the glass and into the field
to plant grain, harvest the fruit of labors
and forget the glass, the frustration.
break down the wall
shatter it with the force of time and words
and plunge hands into the cool earth.
Fehu
- - -
Dream #4
My mind opens and I see a picture of a child opening a box. My mind opens and I see the amazement on her face, the look of pure joy. The crystal on my desk points light into the box, paints the child’s face with bliss. Inside the box is security, warmth, happiness, an explosion of delight which will carry her through the hard times. The light of the box will hold her through the winter, bring her into the long awaited spring.
- - -
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Dream #3
I am the star that flashes and glows, eternal on the rich horizon of life, golden, brilliant, a diamond recognized and richly elevated for all the pressures of formation. I hold all of the cards, aces as well as royalty– all sit in my well-lined pockets, easily drawn. I don’t play the game, I transcend it. I place the winning pieces in the first move and capture every king in an instant checkmate. I am the sun that burns brightly beyond the reach of fear, death, disease or poverty. I am the sun, and my light will bring day to the nights that cloak countless destinies, create joy where before there was only cold despair.
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Dream #2
As the weave of the web tightens, I step to the edge of a precipice, but I do not fear. I do not fear. With every death follows a calm, a liminal period, and ultimately, the fire-flash of new life. I have my wits, my soul. I am eternal. I am eternal. I am eternal.
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22.12.10
Dream #1
Golden one, I dedicate this stirring of soul, light, ink and tree to your greatness. The infinite bounty of creativity is my gift. With words, I illustrate you, give you life, inscribe in the threads of reality a vision of your greenback eyes, your golden hands. Coins fall from your open mouth as gold glitters in your every step. Before you, all worries are dust, opulence and joy rain down and blanket the soul, stir laughter to sprout in the fertile earth. Where you walk, worries and walls fall before the bounty of your heart, your sweet, perfumed breath. In your light, all are soothed, all are awakened and smiling, reaching into pockets to find gold spilling forth. Your spun-gold hair runs beside smiling cheeks like sunlit rivers, ripe and rich with wine, life and wealth. Where your eyes light, smiles rise, life rises in laughter, rejoicing.
All is well! All is well! All is well!
Come forth, lord of gold, master of the joy that comes with wealth. Come forth and walk beside me, share your blessings with me, share your breath with me. Like angels, let us walk side by side, let joy journey with us into the lands of the future and let us laugh together as we rejoice in wealth. Let fears and doubts be far from our minds, and let us feast freely, picking ripe fruit from every tree as we pass. Let our lives be bountiful as the most fruited fields, and let rich opportunities fall naked and willing at our feet.
- - -
All is well! All is well! All is well!
Come forth, lord of gold, master of the joy that comes with wealth. Come forth and walk beside me, share your blessings with me, share your breath with me. Like angels, let us walk side by side, let joy journey with us into the lands of the future and let us laugh together as we rejoice in wealth. Let fears and doubts be far from our minds, and let us feast freely, picking ripe fruit from every tree as we pass. Let our lives be bountiful as the most fruited fields, and let rich opportunities fall naked and willing at our feet.
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20.12.10
19.12.10
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How can you help?
Easy! Every donation you make goes toward keeping The Manifestation Wall alive and kicking. You can also help The Manifestation Wall by purchasing books from Thunderune Publishing, which is the publishing company of the guy who runs all these awesome sites. Even visiting our google-ad sponsors is a huge help!
Help us spread the word! (This helps you too!) Even the best websites go totally unnoticed unless people talk about them! :)
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18.12.10
About The Manifestation Wall
The Manifestation Wall exists as a place where you can weave reality with your words. It is a place where you can dream among the global consciousness and reach out to the universe, projecting a reality that you want to see come to pass. It is a place where you can write your dreams as reality, live as if they had already come to pass, and place that reality into the greater fabric of human global consciousness. Take a look around, see some of the dreams that have already been put out there, and feel free to contribute some of your own!
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Earl "E.S." Wynn is the author of over fifty books in print. During the last decade, he has worked with hundreds of authors and edited thousands of manuscripts for nearly a dozen different magazines. His stories and articles have been published in dozens of journals, zines and anthologies. He has taught classes in literature, marketing, math, spirituality and guided meditation. Outside of writing, he has worked as a voice-over artist for several different horror and sci-fi podcasts, albums and ebooks.
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Currently, The Manifestation Wall is maintained by author E.S. Wynn
If you like the site and want to see more, consider buying a book (or a CD) from the store at Thunderune Publishing. Profits from all sales go toward funding The Manifestation Wall and a number of community-oriented sites (including magazines which endeavor to provide fair treatment of emerging authors!) We couldn't do this without your support. :)
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Earl "E.S." Wynn is the author of over fifty books in print. During the last decade, he has worked with hundreds of authors and edited thousands of manuscripts for nearly a dozen different magazines. His stories and articles have been published in dozens of journals, zines and anthologies. He has taught classes in literature, marketing, math, spirituality and guided meditation. Outside of writing, he has worked as a voice-over artist for several different horror and sci-fi podcasts, albums and ebooks.- - -
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