My hips are whole again and the pain of walking is gone! It's as if the years of pain and suffering were like a bad nightmare, I don't even remember how it felt
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29.4.11
Dream #286
I had sex with a tall hispanic man dressed in a maid's outfit and gold heels on a bar at my sister's wedding
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Dream #280
Rebecca Black and Justin Bieber get married and decide to give up their singing careers.
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Dream #279
I sit in the back yard of my house grilling some burgers and drinking a cold beer. Watching and smiling as my kids play in the yard. I smile at my beautiful wife and hold her. Life is good.
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Dream #278
I overview the state of humanity and I realize that we have achieved the a level where we have no desire to fight among ourselves anymore, the danger of humanity to destroy itself is no more.
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Dream #276
Joshua looks out from the podium and laughs with the audience as he shares an anecdote about his dad's anxiety trying to catch him as a 4 year old autistic boy about to run obliviously into a busy road. His dad smiles sheepishly and for an instant relives the infinity and utter despair of that moment. Joshua's sisters smile knowingly alongside their dad and gently tease him, each with a light squeeze just above the elbow. Joshua's mom has her hand on dad's knee and beams with pride for her son the doctor. The first winter rains have begun to fall and she reminds herself to heat the soup first thing when they get home. Prosperous though they may be, the kids still love their mother's cooking.
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Dream #275
We stand out on the front porch and watch the morning sun rise, together hand in hand. The warm light brings color to the world, revealing our little place in the country. The world is still and quiet, except the faint sounds our horses neighing to greet a new day, and the laughter of our children as they awake with the morning sun. This truly is the best day of my life.
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Dream #274
I'm so glad I found you and after all that's happened we are here, at peace with everything and everyone and we've never been happier or healthier. I love you.
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Dream #271
He held my hand through the crippling fear and waited for me to heal. He never turned his back on me.
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26.4.11
Dream #270
Sally, my love and I are living in her home country of Georgia. We are happily married, and we have a great family. I visit America at least once a year to see my American friends and family. Our family is very wealthy and we give back to the community as much as we can. We are very happy, and I am very grateful for how my life has turned out.
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Dream #268
I have the courage, persistence and patience to do whatever it takes to be truly happy.
I have nothing to fear.
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Dream #267
I AM uber famous and loved! I AM the world's most influential artist, writer, and song writer! I AM a living legend! I AM HAPPY!
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22.4.11
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19.4.11
Dream #262
I got accepted into the MBA program I applied to and I am very excited to start classes in the Fall!!
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Dream #261
My wedding was perfect and my wife and I have started our new life together just like we planned!
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18.4.11
15.4.11
Dream #259
Work is going really well! My project is on time and in budget. The vice pres is thrilled! Yay bonus!
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13.4.11
Dream #256
I have passed the test that I have been so worried about. I now take my courses this summer! =)
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12.4.11
Dream #255
You come up to me to show me something new, you get mad because I didn't notice, or that I wasn't as excited as you. You're annoyed that I had somewhere I had to go, and couldn't stay and talk to you... Don't you remember? you said you couldn't be in a relationship anymore, you left me.
You disapprove of how I deal with myself. The drugs to escape reality, the fights to release my anger. You're angry I don't need you anymore, that I don't need you to tell me to stop worrying so much.
Well, maybe I don't want you back. maybe I like it like this. Maybe the drugs help me escape this reality that neither of us ever liked, and the fights help those mental problems I refuse to acknowledge.
Maybe now, its you that needs me. and maybe, I wont be there.
All I can say is; you don't know what it's like to be stuck in my mind. everybody knows I don't belong here
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You disapprove of how I deal with myself. The drugs to escape reality, the fights to release my anger. You're angry I don't need you anymore, that I don't need you to tell me to stop worrying so much.
Well, maybe I don't want you back. maybe I like it like this. Maybe the drugs help me escape this reality that neither of us ever liked, and the fights help those mental problems I refuse to acknowledge.
Maybe now, its you that needs me. and maybe, I wont be there.
All I can say is; you don't know what it's like to be stuck in my mind. everybody knows I don't belong here
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9.4.11
Dream #254
I am now a counselor for at risk teens, and under-privileged women and children. My life's companion, MME, and I, own a house together in Atlanta, and one in Amsterdam. We travel frequently between both cities, to see his family. I bring Esperanza with me. At two, she is already a genius. I am so thankful to have been able to adopt her as an infant! My yarn business is booming! We have been extremely blessed with each other. We are still madly in love. His career is also taking off now. Till next time...
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6.4.11
Dream #253
It's a wonderful feeling being able to look at my accounts and see that I'm selling at least ten books every day.
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Dream #252
I have finally graduated from University, I have overcome my mental health problems and my weight problem to live normally.
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4.4.11
Dream #251
I am sleeping well every night and waking up ready for the day. My excess weight is melting away, and my depression is a thing of the past. Life is joyous!
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3.4.11
Dream #250
I move and think freely. My consciousness is finding new and wonderful experiences and I embrace the random and whatever may come. All that is left is the now, not yesterday or the future, simply the moment I am in and I love every second.
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Dream #249
I am happy, I am full of energy, I am traveling around the world and loving every minute of it. I am at peace with the past and I am not worried about the future. I am free.
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Dream #248
I have become someone I appreciate. If I were to see myself walking down the street, I would not feel envy, but be glad the world has me within.
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Dream #247
I am not paralyzed by fear anymore. I have the strength to move forward and take the next step towards a healthy and happy life.
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Dream #245
I am a beautiful person surrounded by beautiful things. I have a wonderful life, boyfriend and pets that love me dearly. I love what I do, and love learning more day by day. I'm blessed for all the "little" things I have! I am at peace with the world around me, and live day by day not anxious and happy.
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Dream #244
I am at peace with myself, my body and all the people who are around me or in my life. I am a healer. I am healed. All is well in my world. I am healthy in mind body and spirit. I have forgiven. The universe supplies me with all the abundance I need and desire.I love my job. I love my life. I am surrounded by god and love.
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1.4.11
Dream #242
My family enjoys spending time together, my husband's business is successful, and I get to spend my time helping people become the best versions of themselves. All is good!
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Dream #241
I figured out who I was meant to be and lived my life happy without regret for the unfortunate mistakes I've made in the past and my past became just a fleeting memory rarely heard from again.
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Dream #240
I won the state lottery and I now have the money I need to move to Tennessee to be with my kids, have my things packed, leaving in 2 weeks.
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Dream #239
I am a wife and a (mostly) stay-at-home mother, not because it's whats expected, but because it's what I want.
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