Dream #58

I am a Billionaire!

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Dream #57

To be liked, by anyone.





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Dream #56

I dreamt that you and I were on a train through India. You got frustrated with my indecision and left me to myself. When I found you, you were taking coke with another man, and the sexuality in his car was thick as fog. We got off the train and pushed through the busy market filled with vendors, you pursuing me past the bicycles and spices. The market ended in train tracks, and a vendor with a bird in a cage. I was struck dumb by the bird. I saw myself in the bird in the cage. He was tapping out his own rhythm in the heart of the busy market. He seemed happy in his cage, tapping out a rhythm. You arrived to see me staring at the bird. You understood everything, rolled your eyes, and tipped the vendor. We got on the train.

That's our love. I'm just trying to tap out my own rhythm, and you are the cage.





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Dream #55

I am a rich and famous artist. I am married to my husband, and we make love in our incredible house which was featured in Architectural Digest last week. i don't have to work. Instead, I follow my passion for art, becoming involved in all kinds of fun projects with friends- whether painting, music, theatre, film, or creating new forms of media. Now that I have time, I have rekindled my love for acting, and regularly appear in interesting movies that my friends and I create. My entire family, including my in-laws, are all taken care of, and nobody has to work. My dad lives on a beautiful farm with shiny new tractors and lots of helpers. My mom is happy and carefree and has lots of beautiful clothes and lives in a beautiful modern house. My older brother has time to spend with his family, and to farm with my dad. My younger brother has time and money to go on lots of adventures all the time, such as skydiving in Australia, or surfing the Great Barrier Reef. He is always on National Geographic. My husband has the time and freedom to explore whatever he wants, and we go traveling to all kinds of exciting places, to stay in the nicest resorts and eat at incredible restaurants. Our money is endless. We all have lots of time to spend with each other, and our lives are carefree and fun!!

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Dream #54

Staring at the mist

on the edge of my understanding

8935 had passed

patiently like the movement of the universe

since its was born

Your star had glow

always in my thoughts

like the seed in the ground

waiting to born in the right time

Always thought

never forgiven

My circle of love

must been completed

by the light in your eyes

I hanged my soul

in your thin wires

as strong as your life

as beauty as the gift you gave me

when you got closer to my heart

in this complicated network

I tried to boomed my wires

that were always part of you

I tried to tell you that i always loved you

I tried to embraced you with all my universe

for you to see

that years were not enough

That I have had to be with you again

To let you feel

that I had never left you

but I was planning what I didn't gave you

So you could always remember my smile

my honest embrace

that at some point

I misunderstood

With my jokes and foolishness

to make you laughter

to make you happy

to make you feel alive

to see your man

and feel my female

forever my love

for the pleasure of existence

took by your hand

my sunshine

para siempre amor

Por el puro placer de haber existido

tomado de tu mano, cielo mio.

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